I didn’t have much time to post tonight. Mainly because I want to save all my energy for tomorrow. I have a few things that I want to get completed! You’ll see.
It’s a long and complex story this one. It wasn’t just straight forward change. There were lots and lots stagnation points in my life. I have a lazy streak that’s absolutely horrible and I can end up doing next to nothing all day. However, I have learned to try and fix this when I notice it happening. So this will be the most detailed explanation I have ever given on how I changed my life around from the spiralling mess it once was. I’ll start at the beginning.
Hey all. I’m really impressed with all the new readers of my blog. I’d just like to say thank you. Here is a video that I did today.
Since I’ve been blogging I’ve made a tremendous friend circle and I’m learning SO much from them. One lady I met combines trauma therapy with writing. It’s a very interesting combination and I’ve been watching her intently. So I thought I’d share my story of trauma with you in hope I gain something by writing this. My path to destruction. Please enjoy!
Many moons ago I suffered from deep, deep depression. Imagine the kind of depression that walks into your life out of nowhere and slowly kills a part of you. When that part is gone then it jumps inside of you, replacing what once was a part of you and now exists as a deep dark void in a pit of bile and nastiness. Slowly, it envelopes your soul and all that you once were. You become a mere shadow of your former self. This is what I had. I’ll tell you my story.
The world has changed. The world has got up and changed in a big ol’ hurry. And not like the slow progression you can read through the history books over a Millennia, I mean actual immediate change. In less than 20 years we’ve went from the talkative, social and integrated society that we all knew and loved. To the interconnected but disconnected from reality digital whirlwind that we exist as now.