my youthful internal struggle

My youthful internal struggle

Since I’ve been blogging I’ve made a tremendous friend circle and I’m learning SO much from them. One lady I met combines trauma therapy with writing. It’s a very interesting combination and I’ve been watching her intently. So I thought I’d share my story of trauma with you in hope I gain something by writing this. My path to destruction. Please enjoy!

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depression is an evil liar

Depression is an evil Liar

Many moons ago I suffered from deep, deep depression. Imagine the kind of depression that walks into your life out of nowhere and slowly kills a part of you. When that part is gone then it jumps inside of you, replacing what once was a part of you and now exists as a deep dark void in a pit of bile and nastiness. Slowly, it envelopes your soul and all that you once were. You become a mere shadow of your former self. This is what I had. I’ll tell you my story.

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Why do we hate so much and care so little

Why do we hate so much and care so little?

The world has changed. The world has got up and changed in a big ol’ hurry. And not like the slow progression you can read through the history books over a Millennia, I mean actual immediate change. In less than 20 years we’ve  went from the talkative, social and integrated society that we all knew and loved. To the interconnected but disconnected from reality digital whirlwind that we exist as now.

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bullying is a trickle down effect

Bullying is a trickle down effect

I’ve always liked to think of myself as a decent guy. Even through high school; raised by my mother who suffered at the hands of an overgrown bully for eleven years it was taboo for me to engage in any such activity. But kids are, well, kids are cruel. Not so much in the younger years but when it reaches high school it tends to get rather rough. And life is diverse; we had a whole year of at least 200 children mingling, getting to know each other and so on. So what happens when we are faced with difference?

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